2004-07-22 - 10:28 a.m.

I am still down, feel sick and have lost all concept of how to proceed with life in a functional manner.

I need to get my mind off this and think of something positive...

Okay I am back and have.

One of my favorite songs is If I Only Had A Brain from The Wizard Of Oz.

One day I wanted to play a punk rock style version of this song. I just can't get enough of this song...

I could while away the hours

Conferrin' with the flowers

Consultin' with the rain

And my head I'd be scratchin'

While my thoughts were busy hatchin'

If I only had a brain

I'd unravel ev'ry riddle

For any individ'l

In trouble or in pain

With the thoughts you'd be a thinkin'

You could be another Hamilton

If you only had a brain

Oh I could tell you why

The ocean's near the shore

I could think of things I never thunk before

And then I'd sit

And think some more

I would not be just a nuffin'

My head all full of stuffin'

My heart all full of pain

I would dance and be merry

Life would be a ding-a-derry

If I only had a brain

Gosh it would be awful pleasin'

To reason out the reason

For things I can't explain

Then perhaps I'll deserve 'ya

And be even worthy er've 'ya

If I only had a brain

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Well I'll go with thoughts of that song in my head. As for today I need to go to the post office and my apartment which I have abandoned.

Truth is if I only had a brain I would be doing much better and still be with Georgina.

PUBLIUS

"We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe."--Johann von Goethe