03 September, 2004 - "As the World Turns"

I am tired and feel like my skin is on fire. Tonight I took care of my brother's dog and pestered my father that something was wrong with him health wise (which he never acknowledged). It turns out he forgot to take his medication and if he had bothered to listen to me earlier he would be feeling all right. Instead he told me off again. Well don't come crying to me when you need someone to call 911!

My parents finalized a deal for a new Saturn 4-door car today. They are very happy about it but act weird about everything else when they make a major purchase (till they forget about it).

I spent most of the day in bed healing from sunburn. This morning I have a doctor's appointment at 9am. I hope my blood pressure check is alright, but either way I probably will have a medication change (atleast dosaage wise).

I am working on several entries but so many things keep getting in my way. Before I forget to write about this I must mention that my employer may have a Private Investigator to research me. They asked a ton of questions about my whereabouts and me at a recent deposition in another case. They had a PI on him and my case is considered a higher priority case than that one.

Well since I have brought up sexual harassment (my case), Kobe the Pig Rapist Bryant was acquitted today. What could be worse than that?! Well electing George W. Bush again would be, but not much can top it. Our justice system rapes women again, that is psychologically via procedure. Dr. Freda Adler once said "Rape is the only crime in which the victim becomes the accused."

On another subject altogether different I just miss Gina. She is always in my thoughts.

As for politics today I watched President Bush's speech and I will comment on it later. I want to compare it with John Kerry�s and take a deeper look at both. All in good time ...

I can't help but add a few quotes:

"A kind heart is a fountain of gladness, making everything in its vicinity freshen into smiles."--Author Washington Irving

"Our deeds determine us as much as we determine our deeds."--George Eliot

"A person's true wealth is the good he or she does in the world."--Mohammed

"Though we all have the fear and the seeds of anger within us, we must learn not to water those seeds and instead nourish our positive qualities � those of compassion, understanding, and loving kindness."--Thich Nhat Hanh

"To be able to practice five things everywhere under heaven constitutes perfect virtue... gravity, generosity of soul, sincerity, earnestness, and kindness."--Confucius

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